I miss everything that has been and will be
can't seem to grasp reality.
my mood nearly always reflects the weather
this desert is an awfully rainy one.
it's depressing, spending a holiday without the family,
knowing i'm the only one absent.
it's hard without my darling, dear friends, the real ones.
i do like the roses outside my window though, the long pink curtains, rain drops and wind, and the rays of sunshine spilling in from the west.

ohh left my car windows down. cuss.