raw

when i observe others
 i find falseness.

and when i consider myself

i notice how desperately i'm trying to be more genuine

and i conclude that we could all be diagnosed with bipolar disorder. 

 we act like different people in the different situations we presently find ourselves in.

maybe that's just our nature

perhaps it's just as fundamental as the fact that our demeanor represents our emotions

but i'd like my character to ring a little truer in every situation.

i'd like to be a little more real with each person.

and put on that social mask i have 

a little less.

it's somewhat frightening to 

just be me.

but then i consider nature

and how it always just is

what it is

and i'd rather be raw and unedited.