10.19.2010

hi
blog
i owe you an
apology
i have been a cautious
writer
scared of what others will
think
which translates to the not real
me
when you scroll through the words on this
page
maybe my own true
thoughts
but not said with my authentic
voice.

what is
real
to me right now:

trying to embrace the giant question mark that is my future
trying to figure out what to chase
what adventures to embark on
and trying to do all that with hope and excitement and not
fear.
because
fear
should not be my motivation.
why are you living
the way you do?
what motives are behind your
actions?

:)
p.s. i'm really happy about this little yoga internship thing.

1 comments:

sam said...

this apology made me giggle.

I hope you are able to follow your yoga dream. I know we haven't kept in touch that much, but I'm here if you need me. I know you have lots of other friends at your disposal if you need to talk something over, but I just want you to know I wanna be on that list of friends that you can talk to when you're distraught.

I have faith that you'll get through your challenges at hand. If ever you can't, I'll always be willing to give you a hand.