my mom likes to tell me about how there's opposition in all things.

i learn through experience. it's a sad confession but i'm much more of an alma the younger than a nephi. 

but i'm ok with that, i don't regret my decisions. i love my life, i love myself, and i'm excited for whatever comes next. 

my amazing brother in law justin introduced me to tom waits and he's a new favorite. i can listen to this song again and again.  i love his deep rough voice and lyrics. the lyrics are the best part. 

San Diego Serenade

I never saw the morning till I stayed up all night
I never saw the sunshine till you turned out the light
I never saw my home town until I stayed away too long
I never heard the melody until I needed the song

I never saw the white line till I was leavin' you behind
I never knew I needed you until I was caught up in a bind
And I never spoke I love you till I cursed you in vain
I never felt my heart strings until I nearly went insane

I never saw the east coast until I moved to the west
I never saw the moonlight till it shone off your breast
I never saw your heart until someone tried to steal, tried to steal it away
I never saw your tears till they rolled down your face

I never saw the morning till I stayed up all night
I never saw the sunshine till you turned out your love light, baby
I never saw my home town until I stayed away too long
I never heard the melody till I needed the song