i had a wonderful day. 
first day of yoga instructor training. 
when i got home i just broke down crying happy tears. 
i'm so overwhelmed with how right this is.
every word they say fits perfectly.


a thought i was just thinking-
want to know something about people?
i learned this in a class called personal freedom.
the teacher said  that we act against our conscious a lot. 
we do things we know are wrong. 
and it makes us feel frustrated, forced and trapped.
not listening to your conscious takes away from your personal freedom.
i think that's a curious fact.
i think it makes life harder for us, but in the end it makes us smarter.


another though i'm thinking-
i'm fine and happy all day but when night comes things change.
and choosing happy gets harder.
and i miss someone that i wish i didn't have to miss.
 but i"m ok.
some people know how to save a life
and i'm a much stronger big O than i thought i could be. (that's a refrence  to this Big O post that you can click on if you didn't read and want to) 


anyways, goodnight.