growing up is haard.

(imagine that being said like russell on UP, "tents are haard.." with a red mark across his face from the tent pole smacking him :))

cassie got me saying that haha.. studying is haard, working is haard. i say it about most hard things, the exact same way. thanks cass (i love you very very much, and you are coming down to see me soon.. whether you knew it or not) :) hurray for a more exciting, upbeat way to complain.. oh boy.

but when growing up all this responsibility starts coming at you soo fast. and it's exhilarating, knowing how close adulthood and freedom is.

It's a difficult step,

but a so-worth-it step.

it's this awkward transition of responsibility and freedom that's hard to figure out.

for me anyways.

ready for a cheesy Spiderman quote? (slightly mangled to fit my situation)

"With great freedom comes great responsibility."

i have all these dreams, and i'm excited for life.

I'm ready to grow up!! bring it on world. bring it.

i'm so grateful for the inspirational people in my life.

last night cola and i worked the same shift (we're work neighbors) me at zupas, her at training table. and she got off an hour before me.

we just kind of had a great day together.

i wasn't a very happy person

and we hung out all afternoon talking and napping in her bed.

and then we went to work.

and she sat in my car till i got off work

then she drove my car away and i chased it across the parking lot.

(punk)

then i slept at her house..

but we aren't very good at sleeping, much better at talking. till very late

most the pictures we took were to hideous.. hideous to the point of making us laugh in those silent laughs, the ones were you are laughing so hard it doesn't make a sound, tears are coming out the corners of your eyes and you can't breath. this one is the only one slightly agreeable to posting. :)

there is this other one tho.. that i thought about posting. but it was a little to indecent. but i'll describe it for you =) it's my backside while in a shoulder stand.. and there a hat on my bumb.. so it's like a smiley face is drawn on my back, my butts the hairline.. and there's this cowboy hat on top. it's like a chin face but funnier. laugh every time i see it. :) cola gets a lil to creative when i do yoga in her room.

-a funny after effect of that picture-

scene- i'm doing a handstand at my house today

jenna- "why is there a smiley face on your back?"

me- "well uh......you see.."

hah.. o garsh

i love my bff cola.

and her family, her papa, her mom, melissa, ryan, david, natalie. all of them.

even sometimes the cats aren't that bad.

and i went to yoga this morning

then i walked around riverwoods taking pictures of flowlers.

all pictures above this point were Not edited :D

i love niko

then i came home to face my long list of daunting tasks for my day off.

by the way

i really need to work on keeping my head cool.

cause today i kind of lost my temper.

sorry about that mom.

i'm kind of a proud child and it's much easier to apologize on blogs than in person. for me anyways

reminder to sarah-

if you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all.

(arguing really will never get anybody anywhere)

and below are some pictures that i am Quite proud of that i never got around to posting till now.

i love my "designated jumper" lya :]

soo.. i couldn't resist. cola talked to me after seeing the first version of this post and we decided these pictures should be up.