The first month of the year has gone pretty good.
Got good grades at the end of the semester.
Adams home!!
I have been keeping up with my reading goals in the Book of Mormon, and Simple Abundance. Also I have been getting further in Jane Eyre (you should be proud Becky :) ).
I started a thankful journal (as suggested in Simple Abundance)
And I have been writing in my other journal frequently.
Uh, my bedroom and bathroom are complete messes.. and I need to do laundry. But all in all, I didn’t do so bad this month.
I have been trying to stay really optimistic and not let my bubble pop, but it isn’t working very well.
I decided it’s healthy to let yourself have a sad day once in a while.
I can’t figure out how to write what I want to write today.
These last few days have been hard on me.
All I really want to get out there is that I am sad, and hurt.
But I don’t want to let it keep me down, I want to be happy.
I trusted a friend of mine a lot, and now I don’t know what to think about how things are going.
I don’t really understand it. It could be a miscommunication or it could be something else.
Bottom line though, I know I’m hurt over it but I know that I’m going to get over it.
Just after a little bit of chocolate, a cry, and a hard run :)
Moving on.
Sooo I’M GOING TO DISNEY LAND!
Its for Acapella.Haha.
I can not waaaiiit.
The thing is I still need to fundraise $150. :/ eeek.
I think I am the worst fundraiser in the world.
I hate asking for money..
But yeaaah. I’ll figure something out, inbetween the rehearsathon and selling Dominos pizza cards.
And (hahah I hate to ask) if anybody wants to buy a pizza card or contribute to the rehearsathon that would be nice.But no pressure!
btw, i got bangs. hah, at crowley family dinner Brynn chopped mine and jenna's hair. good times. i think that was the funnest family dinner i have been to in fooorrever. :) i love my family.
I have some pictures from this last month just to sum it up, enjoy :]
Got good grades at the end of the semester.
Adams home!!
I have been keeping up with my reading goals in the Book of Mormon, and Simple Abundance. Also I have been getting further in Jane Eyre (you should be proud Becky :) ).
I started a thankful journal (as suggested in Simple Abundance)
And I have been writing in my other journal frequently.
Uh, my bedroom and bathroom are complete messes.. and I need to do laundry. But all in all, I didn’t do so bad this month.
I have been trying to stay really optimistic and not let my bubble pop, but it isn’t working very well.
I decided it’s healthy to let yourself have a sad day once in a while.
I can’t figure out how to write what I want to write today.
These last few days have been hard on me.
All I really want to get out there is that I am sad, and hurt.
But I don’t want to let it keep me down, I want to be happy.
I trusted a friend of mine a lot, and now I don’t know what to think about how things are going.
I don’t really understand it. It could be a miscommunication or it could be something else.
Bottom line though, I know I’m hurt over it but I know that I’m going to get over it.
Just after a little bit of chocolate, a cry, and a hard run :)
Moving on.
Sooo I’M GOING TO DISNEY LAND!
Its for Acapella.Haha.
I can not waaaiiit.
The thing is I still need to fundraise $150. :/ eeek.
I think I am the worst fundraiser in the world.
I hate asking for money..
But yeaaah. I’ll figure something out, inbetween the rehearsathon and selling Dominos pizza cards.
And (hahah I hate to ask) if anybody wants to buy a pizza card or contribute to the rehearsathon that would be nice.But no pressure!
btw, i got bangs. hah, at crowley family dinner Brynn chopped mine and jenna's hair. good times. i think that was the funnest family dinner i have been to in fooorrever. :) i love my family.
I have some pictures from this last month just to sum it up, enjoy :]
I could not stop laughing. thanks to kylee :]
7 comments:
Sorry to hear that you're having a roungh time. We love ya Sarah. Pray. Those are some fun pics. Is that Adam in those pictures?
Sarah my Sarah, I am proud. :) But remember, my thing doesn't have to be your thing. Feel free to not like Jane Eyre (sniff, but I'm sure I would still like you ;) ).
And I loved your comment about "after a little chocolate, a cry, and a good hard run." Makes me happy. And reminds me a little bit of Runaway Bride.
Hooray for the two worst fundraisers in the world!
Love ya, Sis.
Sarah! We just got off the phone haha:) but I really like your attitude. It's only natural to be sad every once in a while. As long as you try your hardest to be happy right? I'm glad you had such a good time at you dinner. And I really like your hair and your teeth. We should do something this weekend. Oh wait a second... ;)
Sarey-Beary,
I totally understand about your bubble - I always want to stay in my happy little space too. And I'm starting to learn that my happy bubble is just an illusion. Instead, we live in the wide open air with sunshine and rain coming down at different times - and sometimes at the same time. There is always a compound of joy with sorrow. We wouldn't know one without the other. I love you, sweetheart. Remember that I am here for you whenever you need me.
Love,
Alicia
SARAH! I love your pics ;)! We really gotta get together. I miss being crazy with my bosom cousins... Yes, chocolate is the best when you're sad. So is a run...after eating the chocolate ;P.
GUESS WHAT?!?! you are my bestest best friend in the world... and i'm super duper sorry i suck at life. and that i am a jerk sometimes... sometimes it is hard to stop myself... i think certain things in my life just make me be angry... even though i too want to be happy... i am getting there. I HEART YOU FOREVER!!!
so, i was just looking at your pictures, and I can't believe how much you look like Aurie in the second one down (you're holding up your hair and making a face at/with Brynn). Crazy! I love being your sis!
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